Tuesday, January 10, 2012

tepis

Sebelumnya, malam beralun dengan ceria dan tak ada setitik pun tanda akan datangnya petir serta hujan deras sebagai kode dari dirigen musik air yang mengucur di iringi dentuman halilintar yang berkonser mengiringi hitamnya hari yang akan kulalui berbulan-bulan setelahnya, bahkan entah sampai kapan. Dia ya dia telah menawan dan membawamu berjalan jauh menuju tempat yang tak bisa kujangkau bahkan dengan bergandeng denganmu.

Tepis itu baru kali ini terucapkan. Bahkan dalam jalan panjang memakan waktu yang pernah kita lalui bersama, dalam dentuman petir bahkan hujan. Tepis itu baru kali ini terucapkan, mengapa harus kau pilih hari ini ketika segumpal angan sudah terkemas hanya untuk mengakhirinya dalam celupan air hujan dan waktu tersisa tanpa terangnya matahari.

Mengapa juga air jernih itu harus bergulir dari sisi dua hidungmu. Seakan hanya untuk menambah sesak dada untuk bernafas melanjutkan aliran darah yang seakan sudah berhenti dan tersendat di kaki menjadi pasir besi, untuk memberatkan langkah mencari kedamaian yang memang sudah hilang, seiring  tepis yang pertama dan terakhir darimu.


Adele - Someone Like You
I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead