Sunday, December 25, 2011

ujung sepi ujung tahun

Seiring desir dingin angin Gunung Slamet, mengalun sendu gamelan anak-anak yang sedang latihan di balik tembok tersebut. Mangkat, yah... dengan senang dan tak senang pun harus senang. Sepi tak sepi pun ada ujungnya, sama, selalu sepi, ujung tahun ujung yang sepi. Meski tanpa makna atas penanggalan yang tak kupercaya tersebut.

Bukan alas cahaya yang bisa kuhantar, hanya sepenggal haus akan sesuatu yang tiada manusia lain punya. Dahaga yang kiang membawa diri mengering, menggigil tak ada hawa segar lagi. Bukan soal penting memang, setiap roda akan berputar, embun setiap pagi akan menetes, panas akan menghadang di penghujung hari. Hal biasa.

Mengapa menjadi tak biasa... entah, dan mungkin aku sudah terbiasa karenanya.






Every time you go away | Paul Young

Hey if we can solve any problem
Why do we lose so many tears
Oh so you go again
When the leading man appears
 
Always the same thing
Can't you see
We've got everything goin' on and on and on?
 
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
 
Go on and go free yeah
Maybe you're too close to see
I can feel your body move
It doesn't mean that much to me
 
I can't go on sayin' the same thing
Just can't you see
We've got everything do you even know we know?
 
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you oh
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
 
I can't go on sayin' the same thing
'cause baby can't you see
We've got everything goin' on and on and on?
 
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
 
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
 
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away
You take a piece of me with you