Friday, August 12, 2011

sakit

Masih dapat kubersenyum, bahkan cerah ketika mengetahui ada dirimu di entah di mana namun mampu berada di 'circle'-ku. detik demi detak berjalan seiring detik dan hentak jantung. Merasakan dunia selalu indah walau keterpurukan yang seratus persen sedang berada dalam 'circle' terbesarku. Semesta hidup yang berada sangat jauh di bawah nol. Aku tak merasakannya sebagai sebuah rasa yang harus kusedihkan dan kuratapi...

...karenamu.

Mimpi beralas bebatuan yang rencananya untuk membangun sebuah idea menggagas harap. Batuan-batuan itupun kususun sedemikian rupa sehingga nanti dapat menjadi sebuah landasan baru yang kan kutapaki. Sejalan degup dan hela nafas menuju hela nafas terakhir dan ending dari degup sebuah gumpalan daging di dadaku. Setapak jalan untuk ...

...menujumu

Meratapi sepelenya sependar nyawa beralas sinar ruhani yang terbungkus air dan kulitku. Merasakan gempa dan hancurnya bebatuan karena hanya beralas mimpi, tak nyata, dan hanya milik hati yang berbunga. Bunga terindah yang entah bentuknya macam apa di...

...matamu

Tak ada memiliki lagi jiwa yang berharga, tepatnya kuhargai sendiri. Untuk kesekian kalinya kau beri sakit terdalam. Atas dosaku...

...mencintaimu




and you and i | yes

I. Chord Of Life

A man conceived a moment's answers to the dream
Staying the flowers daily, sensing all the themes
As a foundation left to create the spiral aim,
A movement regained and regarded both the same,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you

Changed only for a sight, the sound, the space agreed
Between the picture of time behind the face of need,
Coming quickly to terms of all expression laid,
Emotion revealed as the ocean maid,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you

Oh

Coins and crosses
Never know their fruitless worth;
Cords are broken,
Locked inside the mother earth
They won't idle, they won't tell you,
Watching the world, watching all of the world,
Watching us go by

And you and I climb over the sea to the valley,
And you and I reached out for reasons to call

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II. Eclipse

Coming quickly to terms of all expression laid,
Emotion revealed as the ocean maid,
As a movement regained and regarded both the same,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you

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III. The Preacher the Teacher

Sad preacher nailed upon the coloured door of time,
Insane teacher be there reminded of the rhyme
There'll be no mutant enemy we shall certify,
Political ends, as sad remains, will die
Reach out as forward tastes begin to enter you
Ooh, ooh

I listened hard but could not see
Life tempo change out and inside me
The preacher trained in all to lose his name;
The teacher travels, asking to be shown the same
In the end, we'll agree, we'll accept, we'll immortalize
That the truth of the man maturing in his eyes,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you

Coming quickly to terms of all expression laid,
As a moment regained and regarded both the same,
Emotion revealed as the ocean maid,
A clearer future, morning, evening, nights with you

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IV. Apocalypse

And you and I climb, crossing the shapes of the morning
And you and I reach over the sun for the river
And you and I climb, clearer, towards the movement
And you and I called over valleys of endless seas