Monday, March 15, 2010

lamis

Semoga saja mengerti bahwa badan tak lebih hanya sekedar tulang berbalut daging yang ketika mati nantinya hanya dimakan bakteri-bakteri menjijikkan itu, beruntunglah jika saat ini ndasmu sedang dalam posisi puncak, namun semuanya ku tahu puncak dari kekuatanmu hanya segitu, tidak lebih dan jikapun lebih itu hanya akan menambah dentuman keras ketika pecas ndahmu.

Bahwa disini bukan sekedar rasa otoritas kekuasaan atau apa bahwa semua bisa juga saling tes kekuatan dan emosi, semua juga tahu siapa kamu sebenarnya. Bukan untuk memperlihatkan sesuatu yang lebih baik namun, betapa kekanak-kanakan itu memang harus dilawan dengan bijak jika tidak kemudian harus dilampiaskan dengan sesuatu yang setimpal bahkan dua.

Bahwa mulut lamis itu tak akan lama lagi akan membuahkan sebuah bom yang akan membuat menyesal selamanya telah melecehkan atau apapun yang sama sekali tak ada artinya dan hanya berwarna abu-abu tanpa memiliki arti apapun. Hmm, tinggal menunggu waktu saja ketika ludah sudah tersembur. Tak peduli lagi.. persetan dan tak ada lagi belas akan terbersit.

Semoga sudah bisa puas dengan itu dan hanya menunggu letupan itu muncul ketika semua dulu yang harus dibentengi dengan kuat... maka lepasnya kemarahan inipun semoga bisa diterima dan berjalan dengan seharusnya mencapai tujuannya.



I Don't Care Anymore

Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace
Drag my name all over the place.
I don't care anymore.
You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in
You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win.
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

I don't care what you say
I don't play the same games you play.

'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends
And it seems to me there's a means to and end.
They don't care anymore.
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind.
I don't care anymore I don't care no more

I don't care what you say
We never played by the same rules anyway.

I won't be there anymore
Get out of my way
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

Well, I don't care now what you say
'Cos ev'ry day I'm feeling fine with myself
And I don't care now what you say
Hey I'll do alright by myself
'Cos I know.

'Cos I remember all the times I tried so hard
And you laughed in my face 'cos you held all the cards.
I don't care anymore.
And I really ain't bothered what you think of me
'Cos all I want of you is just a let me be.
I don't care anymore D'you hear? I don't care no more

I don't care what you say
I never did believe you much anyway.

I won't be there no more
So get out of my way.
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore
D'you hear? I don't care anymore
I don't care no more
You listening? I don't care no more
No more!

You know I don't care no more!